I Promise

This life is complicated,
Full of strugle and strife,
Some events hurt you bad,
Like the sharp edge of a knife.

Yet when I speak with you,
I forget all the wrongs I have been delt,
My body and soul is filled with warmth,
All my worries begin to melt.

Although our worlds seem so far apart,
We really are in the same place,
Searching for something more,
A new touch, a new smell, a new taste

I open myself to you,
My body, mind, and heart is yours for the taking,
As long as you promise to be faithful,
No lies, no fibs, no faking.

In turn I'll promise you many things,
To care about you like no other,
To hold you, kiss you, and miss you,
My feeling will never stutter.

I will be here for you,
through thick and thin,
I will never give up on you,
I will stick through the end.

Know my love,
That I will be here,
And that it is you I hold,
In my hear so dear.

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I sit on this rock

Above the water way

Reminiscing about the day

That we let slip away.

The path that led me here

That once shone so beautiful

Is now dark and grey

So different from that day.

Hand in hand

Full of love and laughter

We walked this trail of happiness

In our fairy-tale ever after

As the days go on

Our love will slowly fade

But the memories we shared together

Will forever stay...

In my heart.

-Written in 2006.

Mixed Signals

Its completely and utterly confusing
its like math with me,
something I can not comprehend

Its like a different language,
or a different culture.

Why can't it be simple?
Or at least not as hard.

I hate these feelings
that you give to me.

Do you want me to make a move?
or do you not want to?

Just let me know,
so I can lean in,
and give you that kiss.
That kiss that will change everything.

Could this be?

Ahh. :) I've had an amazing night, and got to know what seems to be an amazing person. I'm not expecting anything out of it, which is the mind setting I need to be!
Its the start of a great friendship.



Maybe more in the future. :)

Who knows.


I'm just not going to think that far ahead.