I can feel it happening,
or maybe not.
The paranoia has set it
and its doing much damage.
My thoughts are jumbled,
and my heart is scared.
Its been awhile,
but im almost there.
I'm either there for awhile,
or soon to be gone.
I'm scared to death,
of this thing called love.
I hate depending on people,
and I always get let down.
How do I stop this,
this terrifying feeling.
I'm just going to have to wait it out,
and see what happens.
But for the time being,
I'll let my thoughts eradicate my sanity,
for which will be the end of me.
