:)

What is this?
What can I expect?
I feel as if its a mystery,
and it makes me nervous.

I resent it,
and try to stop myself,
I just seem to be attracted to it,
to pain.

Im slowly being drawn in deeper,
and I keep catching my grip,
And I don't know whether you are doing the same.

I dont know whether I want to make my mind up about you,
whether its worth it,
or whether you want it.

I just wanted to tell you..
that I can't do........

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:) is all it read..
and I erased everything I was once going to say.